TGIF
Cats, like people, are creatures of habit…and a change in habit usually means something.
For years, Miss Kitty has slept with me…curling up beside my leg until staying there until it was snack time.
Then, she would walk up my slumbering frame and wake me by kneading my head until I rose and fed her.
One night a few weeks ago, her sleeping habits changed.
She wanted to sleep on my chest or on my side.
It wasn’t real comfortable for either one of us, but I got used to it.
Then I woke up one night with her kneading hard on my chest and her head almost stuck in my mouth.
It happened a few more times until the light went on in my head.
I have sleep apnea and often stop breathing in my sleep.
Miss Kitty does not know what sleep apnea is, but she sensed that something was not right with her dad.
She would be a furry CPAP machine…resting on my chest so she could feel it going up and down and putting her head close to my mouth to feel my breath.
The furious kneading was her way of making me wake up and breathe.
How in the world can an animal know these things?
She correctly discerned that something was wrong and even had a primitive notion of what needed to be done.
My only guess is that it has something to do with the bond between us and instincts.
The greater question in my mind is why humans seem to be loosing both those sort of instincts and the bonds that give them life…
I fear that instead of honing both our ability to sense need in each other through whatever cues we are given, the only cues we recognize are the sounds and notifications of our phones and other technological devices.
Because our attentions are so diverted in so many ways we cannot bond as we ought and our isolation is soon to become inbred.
Worse yet, we cannot hear the voice of the Spirit because we are subconsciously listening for the beeps, buzzes, and rings, that signal we are missing something, somewhere.
Silence is dreaded and emptiness must be filled with whatever meme is available.
“Alexa, please say something!”…
They delivered a real CPAP machine yesterday and I thank God for it.
I thank God even more that paws won’t work on touchscreens…and for reminding me that real life comes from bonding with Him and the people and creatures He has so graciously given us.
We were created for relationship with Him and each other and we only truly live when those relationships are cultivated and carefully nurtured.
May He make me more like Him…and my cat…who doesn’t own a smartphone, but who owns the heart of her dad.
Make your own application…

That’s one smart kitty you’ve got there, Michael. Also loving..
I’m a CPAP user myself, and I found that after an adjustment period (trying to sleep with something strapped to my face) I wake up with more energy than I used to. Also less chest pain.
It’s increasingly difficult these days to find or create quiet, we need reminders like your post that doing so has to be intentional.
Owen,
Now I’m wondering if the mask is going to freak her out…
I think most of us do not even realize how much our devices have us trained…and what we’re really missing…
Sites broken…working on it…
Working now – thought it was my fire tablet
CPap… due to a nagging daughter my late husband finally gave in and used one for years… You most probably will feel better as Owen said
Also wanted to mention (you may have already heard this), those with heart issues really need to treat their sleep apnea – there’s a lot of extra strain on the heart when it’s not getting enough oxygen while sleeping. I was waking up with chest pains and side pains before….my GP and my cardiologist have both been bulldoggish about using the CPAP.
I’m using a Resmed machine, it’s fairly quiet depending on my pressure setting.I am curious to hear how Miss Kittty handles it.
Owen,
I finally got the clue that I have to do this…lots of related issues I hope go away if I do.
Life saving cats. Praise God….. hope you find the CPAP to be helpful. Miss Kitty won’t like it, but she’ll get used to it …. that has been our experience here. 🙂
my cats sense when we are sick, and dump love on us. James has been buried under cats due to a sinus infection. Good stuff.
While we are declared to be new creatures, we are still becoming and still broken. Being new creatures is our future destiny that protrudes back to us, the future that becomes the present. So we still have broken relationships that need to be fixed. And we must daily seek Christ, not because of any failure of his, but, as broken people, we have not learn to rest in Christ cling to him. We have not arrived at home. But Christ never lets us go. It is not out salvation to lose but his to keep. It’s a lesson that I’m trying to recapture since difficulties.
I guess you got cat-scanned by Miss Kitty. I use a biPap and have to have use oxygen. I won’t lay down without my mask. I’m am very claustrophobic and prone to asthma attacks because of my COPD. So I take a small dose of Xanax at night so I don’t wake up stark, raving mad in the middle of the night. So, if I can wear one, it will be a piece of cake for you. And you will feel better too.